I'm depressed. I cut. I'm blunt. I can be over-dramatic. I love tapioca drinks and spending hours in front of my computer every day. I love the sound of rain and the feeling of sunshine. I read like there's no tomorrow whenever anyone hands me a book. I watch a lot of TV, and Glee makes me cry. I'm pansexual (legit pansexual, not look-at-me-i-love-everyone-haha-aren't-i-cool-now? pansexual). My name doesn't really matter, now, does it?

 

Anonymous asked
I was reading your description and I cut too. I started a few months ago.. When did you start? Have you been able to start because I'm starting to get addicted... I don't cut very deep though. How deep have you cut?

I started cutting in 7th grade. I have anxiety issues, and so during the ERB’s (standardized tests for private schools) I got really nervous and panicky so I just started scratching at my wrists until they bled. No one noticed. And I don’t know what you mean when you say “have you been able to start”, so I’ll assume you meant stop… yes and no. I no longer cut on a daily or weekly basis. My thoughts don’t come back to my wrists, and when I’m stressed I think more about punching people or exercising than cutting. I the back of my mind, though, when things get bad and I get really stressed, I always know that my razor will be there if I ever need it. My last cut was on May 3rd. I don’t do it often, nor do I rely on it, but I keep a little notebook hidden with my razor. In it I write the date and the reason I’m cutting. It’s a bit morbid from an outsiders point of view, but I like having it. I have never cut particularly deep. Deep enough that I will always have scars, but not deep enough for my scars to be the first thing your eyes see when you see my arm. I don’t know you, I can’t offer you advice, but I can tell you this: you won’t always feel like this. There will be a time, and it will be sooner than you think, where you will get sad and lonely and feel awful, and you’ll be able to depend on yourself and the people in your life to keep you safe and whole and happy. 

If you need someone, I promise you that I am just one message away. Stay strong. 

Anonymous asked
is there anyone you have a crush on right now? or do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

i am married to tom felton and our children are beautiful, thank you very much.
(no&no- I want a relationship, but i’m only lusting after people instead of legitimately liking them, and i refuse to base a relationship on that, so bollocks for me)

its-a-tragic-comedy:

so i made a genius post and no one reblogged it and now i am sad.

don’t worry self, this is what tumblr created multiple blogs for

A leap, in all its glory, is started with an entire leg behind you.

Anonymous (via its-a-tragic-comedy)

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  • PB2 Powdered Peanut Butter - in regular and chocolate
  • Cliff Bar Variety 18 pack
  • 16oz Bag of Chia Seeds
  • Hamilton Beach Personal Blender
  • Jillian Michael’s Vanilla Protein Powder
  • Biggest Loser Weightloss Yoga DVD
  • Valeo Speed Jump Rope
  • WoodWick Vanilla Bean Candle
  • Bath & Body Works Lavender Vanilla Pillow Mist
  • VS Pink Sweet & Flirty All Over Body Spray

Rules are a bit different this time due to buttheads.

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  • You may reblog as many times as you like.
  • Likes don’t count.
  • If you are following on one account, but reblogging on another please reblog with a note saying which account you are following on.
  • The account you are reblogging from must be an active blog. If you are only reblogging giveaways or not updating it for weeks at a time, you won’t qualify.
  • I will ship anywhere in the world. 
  • Winner will be chosen June 23rd with a random generator.
  • I will also pick 5 people to receive a promo once a night for a week.

Good Luck!

xox

healthiie:

I just finished up my last giveaway, and I loved doing it. Getting other people excited about health and fitness makes ME really excited! So I’m doing another one :D

This lovely giveaway includes:

  • PB2 Powdered Peanut Butter - in regular and chocolate
  • Cliff Bar Variety 18 pack
  • 16oz Bag of Chia Seeds
  • Hamilton Beach Personal Blender
  • Jillian Michael’s Vanilla Protein Powder
  • Biggest Loser Weightloss Yoga DVD
  • Valeo Speed Jump Rope
  • WoodWick Vanilla Bean Candle
  • Bath & Body Works Lavender Vanilla Pillow Mist
  • VS Pink Sweet & Flirty All Over Body Spray

Rules are a bit different this time due to buttheads.

  • Must be following me. Click here!
  • You may reblog as many times as you like.
  • Likes don’t count.
  • If you are following on one account, but reblogging on another please reblog with a note saying which account you are following on.
  • The account you are reblogging from must be an active blog. If you are only reblogging giveaways or not updating it for weeks at a time, you won’t qualify.
  • I will ship anywhere in the world. 
  • Winner will be chosen June 23rd with a random generator.
  • I will also pick 5 people to receive a promo once a night for a week.

Good Luck!

xox

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